Miroslav Antić – Da li sam svuda gde su mi tragovi

Da li sam svuda gde su mi tragovi
Ko zna s čim sam se spajao
a nisam ga ni takao
možda sam boravio i u svom životu
mozda postoje izvesni znaci
ili kao da je neko stran.
Ali ipak uz mene se može,
mada je neobično.
Sa mnom je opasno ići,
ja se nikad ne umaram.
Valjda sam jedini čovjek
koji sumnja u sebe
sve češće mi se čini
da nisam nikakav oblik
već da slobodno jedrim
kroz sopstveno pijanstvo
– prepušten sunčevom vetru
odlivam se i dolivam.
Ali ipak uz mene se može,
mada je neobično,
sa mnom je opasno hteti,
ja nikad ne odustajem.
Neiskvaren iskustvom,
poseban slučaj samoće.
Ponekad izmislim sadašnjost,
da imam gde da prenoćim.
I suviše sam video,
da bih smeo da tvrdim,
mnogo toga sam saznao,
da bih imao ijedan dokaz
ali ipak uz mene se može,
mada je neobično.
Sa mnom je opasno voleti,
ja nikad ne zaboravljam.
Pokušavam da shvatim učenja
koja mene shvataju.
Nejasna mi je vera
spremna da u mene veruje.
Teško je biti okovan
u moju vrstu slobode.
Lako mi je s nemirom,
ne mogu da umirim mir.
Al ipak uz mene se može,
mada je neobično,
sa mnom je čudno čak i umreti…
jer ja se ne završavam.

tn_footprints

English Translation

Am I Everywhere Where My Traces Are?

Am I everywhere where my traces are
Who knows what I’ve been connecting with
without even touching it
Maybe I’ve resided in my life as well
maybe there are certain signs
or it’s like there’s a stranger.
But still, I can be coped with,
although it’s unusual.
It’s risky to walk with me,
I never get tired.
I must be the only person
who doubts himself
more and more often I have a feeling
that I’m no shape
but that I’m, instead, sailing freely
through my own drunkenness
– left to the sun’s wind
I’m being poured off and poured more.
But still, I can be coped with,
although it’s unusual,
it’s risky to want with me,
I never give up.
Uncorrupted by experience,
a special case of loneliness.
I sometimes invent reality,
so that I’d have somewhere to spend the night.
I’ve seen too much,
to dare to claim,
I’ve found out a lot,
to have a single proof
but still, I can be coped with,
although it’s unusual.
It’s risky to love with me,
I never forget.
I’m trying to understand the teachings
that understand me.
A faith that is willing to believe in me
is unclear to me.
It’s hard to be chained
in my kind of liberty.
It’s easy for me to handle unrest,
I can’t soothe peace.
But still, I can be coped with,
although it’s unusual,
with me, it’s even extraordinary to die…
because I never end.

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